Tales from the Bartender

I just finished watching “Annie” and it gave me this funny feeling that I’ve been living my life the wrong way. This sounds so corny but I feel like that I’ve been prioritizing the wrong things. I grew up thinking that money, power and ambition were the only things that I’ll ever really need. I now crave for something more than all the worthless possessions I covet. I want love. I know what you must be thinking right now. You’re thinking that Ben’s gone over the deep end and has totally lost his mind but in truth I want it more than all the riches in the world. I know I’m too young to be pondering such thoughts but I see myself as a forty something year old man that’s trapped in the body of a sixteen year old guy. Love is the one thing that could probably give my life some direction coz right now I’m just drifting around doing nothing.