Confession
Confession
Broken, destroyed and alone I now lay,
For my mind is filled with guilt from sin unfound,
Daggers of emotions now pierce my soul,
Laughter knows no place in my world of illusions,
Tears roll down my eyes that have lost their glimmer,
Everything that once was is now but a distant memory,
Vigor and vitality drowned in a sea of shame,
I with my unworthy hands have tainted good,
I have condemned myself with words that were sown in ill wrought,
Food and drink have lost all taste for a sinner like me,
Sleepless nights now plague me for my crime haunts me in my sleep,
I no longer deserve to glance at what I have dealt poison to,
What remains of my humanity now begs for but one request,
One thing that could free me from my shackles,
Forgiveness from who I have given nothing but despair,
I’m sorry, I’m sorry that I am less of a man,
I’m sorry that I have given you nothing but grief,
I throw myself at the mercy of your judgment,
I’m sorry,
Virgin Wax Goddess
Your flame flickers as the wind brushes by,
Waving, dancing in the stillness of the void,
Mesmerizing the minds eye to confusion,
Your host can barely contain the passion that you harbor,
Beads of sweat slowly trickle down your slender body,
Vapor rising from the very pores of your skin,
A feverish glow emanates from your entire being,
Radiance that is surely not from this world,
I squint for my eyes can only stand to stare for a moment,
As I gawk at your magnificence,
My own desire and lust boil within my loins,
Burning all boundaries of carnal pleasure,
Fueled by longing I reach out and smother you with my arms,
For one brief instant our spirits were one and I was complete,
But I could not contain your essence so I freed you from my embrace,
I watch as you continue with your dance of pure fervor,
Tempting me to once again partake in your heat,
But I cannot for I find myself torpor and impotent,
It seems as though you drained all vehemence within my shell,
Leaving me burnt, parched and craving for your presence,
I am dying from the wounds that your beauty inflicted on me,
The world slowly dims for I have stared into the flame to long,
I can only see a pale silhouette of the once roaring fire,
She has moved on and the darkness now approaches,
